Monday, November 24, 2008
its sad ,
so sad ,
its a sad sad situation ,
and its gonna get more and more upset ~
i am not gonna believe what i'm going to say next but what it is , is gonna shock me and myself .
I TOTALLY HATE COMT AND THE T****** !!!
**** she freaking flung me , my essay test . I GOT 5/25 . an F and its my feeling now F-ed up lol
dam
now i hate the module more then ever . how i wish i'm so not gonna take this mod again man .
i don't want to see the T****** and mod itself .
its so dam boring .
the words of the lec is like hypnotising ppl .
its like saying : well next week we will be having presentation ....
and when she says it , its like : well , go slp my child , sleeeppppp ~~
now the day has been perfectly ruined .
abd just before that . we had to do a presentation . A last min presntation .
we weren't prepared and stuff but i think we manage to pull it thru
but still it was shit lol
i love the song more and more and more .
BACKSTREET BOYS - I STILL
and this addiction is all thanks to janice blog -.-
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Friday, November 21, 2008
belief me , whenever you hear your dad or mom go singing some oldies songs like elvis or so.. you will like go . WHY THE HELL ARE YOU SINGING THE OLD SONG .
now i think i have come to realise why do they do that. Sing the old song and you know, still liking it (:
i feel im growing old alr . well i think to put it in a nicer way . i meant MATURE
LOL
anyway to actually link what i said . i meant that i now feeelllllll oooollllldddddd
hahaha
i kept listening to old songs, or rather POP songs to be exact hahaha.
ahhhh , memories
LOL
like the suddenly emo songs all seems so meaningful as in the lyrics and stuff you know hahaha
IS NOT THAT IM EMO OR WHAT . but just feel luh
well go and listen to some old pop songs like, westlife - if i let you go etc
BUT now im addicted to a song " taken " from janice blog .
Backstreet Boys - I still .
DAM NICE hahahaa
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Tuesday, November 18, 2008
A post for belated birthday boys (:
1st to CLIFFORD aka AH FORDIE
hahaha FINALLY we are all 18 alr . THE BROTHER 18 . but soon going 19 le lar and you .... sian still long HAHAHA
2nd to LIM ZE the MAFIA FROM M..
LOL . hope you love cake sniffing =p
well i have decided .
DETERMINATION IS THE KEY TO SUCCESS hahaha
so i think NO GIVE UP !
:D
Tmr will have 2 test and i think i'm in super deep shit . i haven been listening to the class since the start of the sem and THIS TEST IS LIKE 25% !!!!
SHAITTTT
i think all i can say is , GOD BLESS ! haha
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Sunday, November 16, 2008
Well .
today went PartyWorld
hahaha i sang many english songs cosh all of the english songs arent sad
BUT .....
CHINESE SONGS ...
they were heart sinking
the songs they sing just so so so..
well slpt for abt 14 hours or so (:
nth to do now . update pics other time
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Saturday, November 15, 2008
why?
why?
was it meant to be this way ?
why?
was it never true ?
questions lurks in my mind .
i have in mind and i cant say it out .
and even if i ever did,
will it change ?
will it change how you feel ?
will it ?
now things arent the same .
i have to stop myself
and stopping is no easy task
i do not want to stop
i do not want to end
i do not want to go
i do not want a fresh
it was my fault thinking this way
it was my fault doing it these way
i dont think i will believe it anymore
never anymore
but i will be,
contridicting it may seems
but you know it will be
but i'm sure that one day
or someday
you will come to understand that those where true
and i will be waiting for it
now sweet memories are all its left
and these memories will be kept in my heart
i don't know if i shld continue
don't know if i shld ...
i wish
i wish
how i wish
i was better
i was stronger
i was not so unlucky
i was ...
can't think,
can't eat,
can't slp.
can't do no shit
you have unknowingly shook my heart
now turned to memories
if time to come
will you still rmb the memories ?
i will carry on to wait
cisly
dear diary
how i wish songs were so true
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